i hate that when deprived of something you will jump at the opportunity to have it, experience it, even though it is a mediocre watered-down version of what you really want or need. i didn't want to kiss some of the people i have, the people i met and left on that same night, but it happened and as cliche as it may sound i felt cheap afterward. the thought of their filthy saliva lingering on my lips and tongue was so horrid i wanted to remove the tainted organs. it really wasn't worth feeling almost better for a couple hours

my point, you ask?

i really enjoy peaches and rubbing my cheek on my cat's belly and watching children cry

sigh...miss bean just can't make up her mind these days

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